Day 5

Last night I had a hard time falling asleep.  Nights are the hardest for me cuz like I said I'm a late night snacker.  I laid in bed for an hour and half trying so hard to sleep but my stomach was rumbling and all I could think about was food!  Ha ha.  But finally I fell asleep and luckily I slept through the night which was good.  Today has been kind of rough.  I have two friends doing the cleanse with me and the tea hasn't had the same effect on them as it does with me.  It's the same thing that I say every day.  My kidneys and stomach twist and are uncomfortable all day.  It literally happens like every 20-30 minutes.  It's 5 now and I've been okay for the past hour.  But that pain started around 11.  I'm trying to drink tons of water but maybe I'm not drinking enough.  I don't know.  I think it's the tea.  But tonight I am going to try the salt water flush.  We'll see how that goes.  It's a liter of room tempature water with 1 tblspoon of unidoized organic sea salt.  I hear it's really hard to keep down but I figure it's worth a try!  I honestly don't know how many more days I will last if my kidneys and stomach keep acting like this.  I hear it happens to a lot of people but it's definitely not happening to my friends.  I still crave food like crazy but I'm getting better at controlling myself.  I make it harder than it needs to be though.  Today I ran to Deseret Book to pick up a magazine and for like 5 minutes at least I looked at all their fresh baked goods in the refrigerator and then proceeded to smell the rolls.  Ha ha I probably looked so silly but I didn't care!  Talking about it is making my stomach turn.  But just wanted ya'll to know I'm still alive and if I can do it you can do it!